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[20 Jun 2004|03:27pm] |
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lately, everything with george has been really great *knocks on wood* and normally this would be weird and id think its bad but me and him havnt done practiclly anything ,he said he wants to take things slow..i dont know why but i dont mind it, i respect that he doesnt wanna just do stuff. We went to Alyssas house yesterday for her birthday party, i met all these new people their really awsome, then we all walked to elgin park to see a new alone, colin james and then the salads, it kicked ass hardcore. me and kyle have to go shopping on wednesday to get a present for george cuz its his 16th birthday on wednesday. so im bringning kyle with me to help me pick something out. anyways...i feel really bad for kyle..i just found out that his dad was murdered by his best friend when kyle was 7....ever since i found out its all i can think about i dont know why, i just.i dunno i cant imagine wut he would have gone through all his life..i wouldnt be able to trust anyone...and rob went out with this chcik for 2 years, i dont know what happened tho to make them brake up, he seemed really touchy about it when he was talking about it, that would be awsome to go out with someone for that long like its crazy, anyways thats all i really have to say for now..see ya....
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[12 Jun 2004|03:57pm] |
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ok so i went to the show last nite and it was awsome rite? but you know clint was there so i got kinda pissed off. ANyways i was listening to the skatkatz play and i was walking over to erin and alannah and i tripped over the matress and fell into clint and i was standing there talking to alannah after it happened and clint came up to me and backhanded me across the face as hard as he could and i turned around to see wut the fuck was happening and he did it again and ran away/...and i fucking got so pised off and george saw and ran over to him and punched him in the face and cllint flew across the room...wut a fucking bastard and now i have this bruise on my face thats soo big and brown its sp discusting
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| This weekend is gunna kick ass |
[10 Jun 2004|08:22pm] |
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HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh man im so prepared for this weekend. its gunna be so freakin amazing, and the show tomorrow will be grand, truly, im so ready. anywyas im so fucking pissed off at clint again..and now mackenzie hates me because she doesnt fucking like george and when they get in fights she blames it on me and tells me its my fault..like wut the fuck i dont have anything to do with it. oh well i guess i dont really care cuz like shes always mad at me for something anyways ...and clint...makes me wanna slit my wrists sooo bad sometimes..like now, i just cant handle it he fucking can make anyone he wants to, hate me,like i just dont know how he does it but he manipulates people soo dam much, i wanna kill him,
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| fucking pissed off as hell |
[08 Jun 2004|10:30pm] |
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Ok what the fuck.Every fucking day mackenzie sits here and tells me how much she hates george and how much i should go bakc out with clint because hes so much better and theres nothing about george to like and blablabla im so fucking sick of it and then today she calls me and she tells me that she hates him so much shes gunnado everything in her power to try and brake us up, same with clint their gunnna like do everything they fucking can...holy shit who fucking does that, thats the lowest thing someone can do. If they try and acually do it and i end up getting broken up with by george im gunna be so fucking pissed ill like kill myself (that wasnt literrally no one take that seriously). i will get soooo unbelievably angry i wont even know how to handle it, shit...but hopefully if george likes me and trusts me enough and he knows how much clint hates me and how much of a bitch mackenzie can be then he wont listen to them and hell stay with me...anyways then she was going on about how apperantly steph hates me so much and i was like ok well if she hates me why would she be talking to me every day and be one of my best friends and care about me at all...jesus christ
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| this is neat |
[08 Jun 2004|08:47pm] |
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slipknot - duality |
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You have a malicious soul! Malice, when defined means, The urge to see the sufferings of others But you dont really mean any harm to anyone, you just like to watch it. Mischievous, cruel, and seducing, you can hurt others with cruel words or just be plain mean. Prank calls, tripping people, and breaking the laws are your favorite past times. You can lie just as easily as laugh, even to a close one. People are intimidated by you because you never let people get close to you. Youre cold, ruthless, and pessimistic behavior drives people away, which show the pain you feel inside.
You have an angry soul! Angry Souls arent always
angry, but they cannot easily forgive and hold
grudges. You probably often get in fights with
your friends and family, and its difficult for
you to understand. When someone makes a
mistake, you dont let go easily and hold on to
those memories. Your very stubborn and your
rage is known to everyone. Though you never
actually mean it, you can say mean things in a
fight and go over board. Many people are
sometimes intimidated by your anger. But you
have many redeeming qualities and those are
that you are quite intelligent and smart. You
would make a good businesswoman or lawyer
because you know how to prove your point. You
cherish the ones around you, and appreciate
life, even though you can complain or throw a
tantrum now and then. The good things is, you
keep your emotions very outspoken, and are
normally a very happy person because all your
rage is let on the outside. Anger is simply a
state, but you, yourself as a person, are
great.
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| tee hee |
[08 Jun 2004|07:28pm] |
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im excited for my campout!! its gunna be a a blast from the past,
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[07 Jun 2004|10:43pm] |
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I feel so much better now that i told george about me cutting myself, like now i dont have anything to hide from him and i dont have any secrets im keeping from him. We talked alot about it and it made me feel soo good knowing that i can talk to him about anything and i know that he'll understand. He cheered me up because he knew i was worried about what hed think of me after i told him so we just talked alot about how its better to be happy cuz if your not it not only brings you down, it brings everyone else down with you, and i promised him i wouldnt cut myself ever again, even if i want to and if i do want to then i should just come talk to him...it pisses me off tho because mackenzie thinks hes a terrible boyfriend and she thinks he wont support me with all this cutting buissness and she thinks he doesnt care and hes not understanding..but i mean if she knew some of the stuff he said to me then shed have way different thoughts but it bugs me because she cant see him the way i do..oh well i guess thats why were going out because i see him for who he really is..oh man all this shit sounds so mushy..you guys must think im so dumb lol, oh well i dont care this helps me to write out all this shit and get it out of my head,
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| so0o wadda we gunna do?! *dr phil style* |
[07 Jun 2004|07:29pm] |
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Today was kinda fucked but it was ok i guess. At lunch i spent the whole time in free topping with george kyle greg and tom talking about how much we all hate cam, cuz hes such a deuche bag, like ok on friday he came up to me and started going on about how i should brake up with george and go back out with clint and george was standing rite there so he got really pissed off and gave cam the cold shoulder hardcore all day, but i mean, cams so dumb ok he doesnt even know half of the shit that clint put me through i mean like he made me cut myself, he kept pressuring me to have sex, and then if i didnt put out hed fucking ignore me for like 2 days..anyway clints been making my life a living hell lately because hes telling everyone we had sex and we didnt, and hes telling everyone that i cut myself so i had to tell george but i promised him i dont do it anymore. but holy shit thats so mean that clints doing this and he has this this weird power over people and he made erin hate me for a little and he even made erin believe the whole thing about me and him supposedly having sex..he has a crazy power over anyone he wants, hes a kniving bastard...lol anyways,im officially the el borritoes photographer ;) so im gunna start takin all my pictures soon for their website :d everyone should go check it out the sites...www.theelborrittoes.tripod.com....and you can see my georgy-poo lol anyways i must be going i have nothing really to say rite now so ill come back later adios everyone
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| MANDIE |
[07 Jun 2004|01:19pm] |
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hey mandie it is steph omg ok the girl who made the backfground i used found out i sused it in ur journal and she is pissed so i am gunna make u a nother one tonight just ascool in black and pink so dont owrry ok!!!!! ok ill fix it
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| sha la la |
[06 Jun 2004|09:40pm] |
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i just finished jareds web site and it kicks some hardcore ass
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| im just so bored |
[06 Jun 2004|08:45pm] |
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omg im so fuckin bored. i cant even handle it. no ones on msn and i dont have anything to do but im making jared a website and its pretty kick ass so far...alright im out lol thats all i had to say
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| i just licked alannahs toes |
[06 Jun 2004|07:01pm] |
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hey this is my first live journal entry and apperantly im just supposed to write random things that are on my mind. Well, i got in a fight with erin and alannah today because i lie to them so much, and i dont mean to but im a little screwed up so what can i say, ill try and not be such a dumbass from now on because if i do all this again then they wont forgive me for good and i love them to much to not have them as two of my best friends. Clint told them about the whole *slice slice* thing so i admited it and told them the story and i explained why i thought it was ok for me to make fun of clint for it even tho i did it more than him and yeah but i dunno i just really regreted it and i regret it even more now because its the summer and i cant even wear a t shirt because of all the scars and i constantly have to wear that stupid bandana.. .. anywho schools almost over and im soooo excited for the summer, george is getting his lip AND his nipples peirced ;) thats gunna be so fuckin hot, and d.d and dharmalove are playing at the seniors center, then saterday everyones camping out at my house and then voices is on the 18th and then its georges birthday on the 23rd and then hes having his basement show on the 25th its so crazed out, alright well off i go im done my first journal! adios amigos
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| hi mandie |
[06 Jun 2004|05:33pm] |
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u better liek this journal i am making you and u better comre to my house on saturday becaseu
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